Gift of Life

After midnight, October 10th, 2009. Laying in bed a few hours after being told my husband, father of my children, and love of my life was dead. It’s a surreal memory, and at the time I felt like I was floating above my own body, observing the chaos that was now my life and not really being present in any moment, thought, or feeling. I remember hearing my own heart beating a thousand beats per minute. It was as if (read more…)